RE: I'M SORRY

I'm Sorry

"So when people create art they put a lot of effort into it. I feel like most of everyone just does it to look cool or to make themselves feel good that theyre better at something than everyone else. I guess being a true artist is to make art for the sake of making art. To say something without taking credit but knowing your heard. I don't know if I can do that. It's lonely." - Tim's Blog

this is from Tim's blog and idk...

(click and you'll go to his post)

i wanted to reply to it..

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art definitely has a lot of effort, emotions, pain, sweat, tears, blood.. etc etc while it's being created..

really blood? yes.. really.. art is pretty dangerous and is extremely bad for your health.. anyways....when i read tim's post.. i asked myself am i making things just to make it look cool? or making myself feel better about the fact that the only thing i think i actually can do in this corrupt world is art? .. of course i can do other things but i mean art and design is really the only thing i'm good at and i feel most comfortable doing.... but am i doing it because i'm making myself feel better? this i don't think so..

art is a passion.. it's an expression of whatever you're feeling.. right now.. or later.. or before.. whenever.. art for me is a way to express my emotions, or relieve them and let them out through creating visual masterpieces.. even if everything i do is crap.. i consider them a masterpiece because of how much i put myself into it.. art is the visual representation of humanity's emotions, whether it's considered beautiful or ugly.. only the artist's thought behind their creation matters.. thats what i think it is anyways..

(its 1AM and i'm writing this post after breathing crazy glue, wire, and masking tape for the longest time.. so if it doesn't make sense .. forgive me.. :D a masterpiece is in the works!) but anyways..

i like what tim said about art being a statement that you don't need to necessarily need to take credit for because you already know you're being heard. but the reason i think this is so hard to deal with is because of how much an artist/designer puts themselves into their work so it makes it even harder for them to let go of it and even harder when other's see it & criticize it, and most importantly don't give you the credit for it because it becomes an attack directly to the artist/designer.. yes critics are necessary because it allows you to see things in a new light and opens a new door for the artistic exploration.. but the credit should always go to the creator..

ehh now idk what i'm saying..

sorry its so long and i made you read my confusing nonsense..

hopefully i said something right or made sense somewhat at least...?

i'm gonna sleep.. its been a long but beautiful day.. :) good night

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