THOUGHTS

on RiSD:

so i decided i'm not really gonna talk about risd.. i talk too much about it in my blog. i mean if i talk to you, you probably know to some extent about it.. so i'm not gonna say anything except i hope that next year will be even better than this year, i hope i can get moved into the double double room, and figure out what i'm gonna do about my major...double major? int.arch & id? we'll see

on summer:

i somehow feel like its gonna be really short.. even though school starts on sept. 15, i feel like its too short... i don't think i've felt that summer feeling yet.. maybe because last summer was probably the best! but i need to restart 새벽기도-ing and working out.. need to do that. sigh... plans? korea, india, beach :), hanging out, working, etc.

on apple:

iphone4. AMAZING. no doubt about it, but i definitely don't agree on what they say about the whole frontal camera thing? they didn't even start that.. korea and japan have had that technology for like a year or something.. idk but for a while now.. and i don't think apple should be saying that they're the ones reinventing the way people communicate.. its already been done, its probably just america that doesn't really know about it or something..idk.. my thoughts

ipad. after seeing tim's and senior's. bluetooth scrabble? WHAT?! its freaking crazy and awesome... i kinda want it.. but i don't need it.. its cool. but its .. yeah idk what i'd really do with it anyhow..

apple... sigh.. they make things that i think i need but really don't..but maybe i'll get an iphone when my plan runs out...................... next may lol and maybe they'll have like iphone5 or something ahahhahahhahhahhaha

on life:

life isn't what i think. i know i'm gonna hit a rough patch really soon and when that time comes i know i'm not gonna feel like God is blessing me like how He has been for the past almost 20 years.. life requires a backup plan.. and i don't know if i have one... i worry about my future and my success.. people say that i'll be successful.. how do they come to that conclusion..because i work hard? yeah but thats not what life is about. i definitely have a hard time sometimes thinking about how i'll be able to do that - becoming successful. i know in my head what i want to do.. but i wonder sometimes, "is the thing i want to do.. i'm i chasing it for the right reason?" money? yeah, i could probably make money, would i enjoy it? it'd probably be a lot of stress and work and sacrifice but i would like what i'd be doing.. i think.. but do i want to be involved in that surrounding.. that i'm not so sure of.. giving part of my future life to the industry that i want to work in knowing that it could get in the way of God and family.. i need to control myself not to let that happen... sigh.. life.. its all about who you know.... death also about who you know - Jesus.

on family:

on the 4th of june i promised myself one thing, that no matter what happens, i could give up everything to keep my family's happiness, the happiness and love we have now and will have for the rest of our lives. i'm glad my family's tightly knit. and even though i get frustrated a lot of the time, i need to deal with it myself. cuz my family is more important that i am. design/art, money, my success, my future, and my friends, if giving it up could save my family, i would definitely take that leap of faith. it was a hard decision.. the last one.. but if giving up my friends is what it took to save my family, i would do that.. IT'D BE SOO HARD, but i would do it.

ending on a happy note, i finished STARBUCKS SAVED MY LIFE today, it was a good book.. definitely inspiring..you should read it! :)