90th on christmas

90th post.. 10 more and im at 100 haha and its been almost a full year since i started this thing.. hmm

performing in front of people is really hard.. i have a new respect for those who do.. just being on stage by itself is pretty hard.. nerve-wrecking to the core.. i wonder if i'll go on stage again and do something like i did on christmas eve.. next time i want to be better.. ugh.. i cringe at watching my own self.. but obviously something went right if my chorus part is still stuck in my sisters and mom's head..ugh must strive to be better.. writing lyrics is hard.. singing a melody that will fit it is harder.. performing ugh hardest.. but even with all my complaining.. i've got to admit it was pretty awesome being able to sing something that i wrote and slightly helped compose :)



i finished reading 3 books in 3 days.. the hunger games. the. best. ever. i love it so much.. i think its like one of the few books that i went back to to re-read the last chapter over and over.. ending is good and every page that lead up to it game me goosebumps.. my dad got frustrated at me reading so much that he told me to stop and have fun like linda and janette.. haha never thought i'd hear that but i did..

mammoth tomorrow..
20 the day after..
and 6 days till the new year..
2010 went by wayy too fast..
there is not enough time in this life..