happiness

for a while certain things made me really happy when i saw (it/thing), but lately whenever i revisit those things they don't seem as great as i thought them to be. i mean those things are still great.. it just feels like i've lost .. something..

maybe happiness changes as i get older..
the things i find that bring me some type of joy are slowly changing to things that i find are more applicable to me.. to who i am.. to what i do..

current things that make me really happy:
-a GOOD, solid, clear concept
-GOOD, solid, clear floor plans
-beautiful architecture
-open interior layouts that i can imagine
-adolf loos
-clean models
-being able to look back on parts of my last semester and say that i don't regret it because i worked really hard and attempted to learn as much as i could from my professor
-starbucks
-sleep
-easy computer games like rainbow blocks
-food that makes me not full but content
-classical music
-being able to be there for people who NEED me

sigh.. i've been really lonely..
maybe i've been away from home for too long..
or maybe i've been listening to too many sad songs and songs about love that remind me of how single i am and the fact that i have a hard time relating to those songs... -___-;;;

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