i think it might be...

i've been oddly depressed this break.. idk what it was.. i was just so sad/angry..

i think it might have been because i was away from home? and saw that others were leaving.. and my roommate's mother was also hear for the beginning of break that i had started to miss my own family.. and seeing them.. not like through the internet.. but REALLY seeing them.. :(

i think it might also be because i'm struggling with personal issues right now ? i feel like i've lost a lot of self confidence lately.. sigh

i think it might also be because i'm stressing over my psychology midterm that is next wednesday and i HAVE to pass this one.. so i've been reading my book inside out, practice testing myself, making pages of notes..

i think it might also be because i feel so trapped in my studio project because my teaching is meshing everyone's work and we're all starting to have the same program and similar buildings ? i feel like i've lost my sense of creativity.. i miss my first semester teacher.. a lot.. he was so awesome.. although i really didn't like him the first couple of weeks...

i think it might be because its april and its supposed to be beautiful outside but it randomly snows in providence.. like yesterday.. -__-

i think it might be because i miss home a lot...