UNDER THE WEATHER

How should i start...

What should i say...

I feel like its been a while since i posted anything...

i've been under the weather lately.. literally.. under the weather...

going home was so important to me this week...

probably because wintersession wasn't the easiest and wasn't the most time consuming thing either

productive? yes.. very much so

but more important than ceramics or being alone in my dorm room was that i was going home again

home...

a place of warmth

a place without loneliness

a place with family

a place with friends

a place of memories

a place of comfort

a place of happiness

a place of love...

but it snowed and snowed. and i couldn't get home despite what the man on the phone said

i felt really sad thinking "i'm supposed to be home..."

i felt so distant... so far away...

as i let out a heavy sigh and continue writing i can't help but wonder why it snowed all of a sudden...

i mean it was great weather till wednesday and today it was also blue skies... so why yesterday of all days?

but the weather isn't something i can control or predict. no matter what a meteorologist says

its hard to say that they're going to be right.

Only God know, and there was a reason i stayed in providence for one more day...

to think... to reflect... to listen...

so i'm thankful, He's in control...

see you soon :)