as i made my apple teapot today, which is coming along nicely, i messed up a couple of times but i kept trying and trying and finally got it into the right apple body shape, i'm pretty satisfied with it so far, i just need to perfect the lid and create a creative handle for it and i'll be done, but as i was working i didn't realize that my body wasn't liking the fact that i was working in one sitting position for so long.. because when i finished, i tried to stand up but my back and knees hurt so bad that i thought is this pain really worth working on a teapot?
*currently i am laying straight in bed with pas on my back and knees..hopefully it'll be better in the morning*
YES. to me, art and being able to make things are worth all the pain, energy, and time that i have, why? because it's what makes me happy and i know that art/design/basically creating with my hands has been the only things that i have and will never regret. sometimes you regret not doing something well enough or not studying hard enough or just something you did that you wish you could take back.. well not for me, not for my art work. no matter how bad it is, no matter how weird and broken it may look, i never seem to regret anything i make.. that though "i wish i never made that" has NEVER, NEVER crossed my mind, not even once, why? because i put all my effort into it, all my strength, emotions, my thoughts, my pains, basically my whole self into everything...
i think that's why i never regretted going into art and design, coming to RiSD (only sometimes when i'm homesick but other than that, no regrets), because i know that it's the one subject that i put ALL into - from the biggest basic shapes to the smallest detail, all of my thoughts, my energy, my soul are focused on every single part - no regrets~ :)
my pain is worth my work
do what you love, and put your all into it and you won't regret it! ^^
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